It had been almost a week. Until now…Special delivery of my favorite food for dinner to my workplace but who knows that this delivery leave with a silent goodbye.Just disappear into thin air, no longer be found. A moment of surprise, missing, joy yet A moment of worries, sadness and no longer had the strenght to live in order to battle. I’m getting weaker n weaker now.. Maybe it is time to close my eyes and stop battling ..so tired … so mentality torture… 1 ..2…3 …4…. starting to count my sleeping pill now… 5…6…7….and it when on…*wink
Have not eaten yet, have to preserve it in the freezer.. my last ….
